please?

All I want for my birthday is my own room.
Or even my own house
I would even give up a super-hot-sony-cybershot-t10-that-is-pure-white-7.2megapixels-with-super-steadyshot’-and-music-slideshow.

(not like anyone would buy me one ._.)

no need a room w a sea view, plasma tv nor dvd/vcd player,
just one where I can spend quality QT, draw w.o having to cover what I am drawing, sing w.o having to soften the volume and control the time I off the light.

That would be enough a sanctuary.

prelims one week down

Hohoho, prelims is halfway through already.
Felt like the whole thing is over already though, kind of lost track of time, lol.
Went shopping with Pamela and jonathan after Chem papers today, and we brought nothing, but all 3 of us cut hair, but sadly, my hair doesn’t look it has been cut :/

While we were in forever 21, jon was standing by the side and reading something, then two brothers passing the shop though that he was doing survey so diligently, came into the place and realized he wasn’t, haha. Its ruiyong and ian by the way.

Ruiyong is very very funny ^^
All his jokes all super funny. Jon and ruiyong literally dragged ian to northeast PM so he went. Had Zion uctm after that, then went home.

Ha, freedom awaits in two months time!
recently, we have been self indulging in reminiscing what happened last time a lot too.
Lol. Me n cixin had a super fun time talking about bleach. Anime marathon after Os, anyone?

happy birthday, munyee!!!

i want a famous face, not.

Ha, I have been watching MTV’s I want a famous face for the past three nights.

It’s one scary show, but it made me think.
People are willing to go for surgeries, and have breast implants, just to look like a pop star they admire, or as they claim “to build up their self confidence”. To have cuts slash, spill blood and have their fronts hurt for a month or more, or even have side effects, resulting in more surgeries.
(one woman had 3 surgeries on one side, and 4 on the other side)

ironically, it’s not as though these pop stars they are trying to emulate are perfect and flawless, they have their own shares of weak moments too, who doesn’t?

this may sound absolutely absurd to many of us, since we don’t know many (if any) that underwent such ops, but we do show forth such insecurity in ourselves too what, often comparing ourselves with someone else, hoping to have a characteristic/ talent that someone else has.

This was running through my mind during the metamorphosis concert.
And I was so glad I could come before Him and feel so completely accepted and loved, despite the flaws I have. To feel so comfortable in my own skin before Him.

You know the depths of my heart, and you still love me, you are amazing.